My lips long to kiss [her] brow
My eyes yearn to see
My arms ache to call [her] back, to hold close to me.
These are words from the song sung at Sammy's funeral on Friday. They have never felt truer than tonight. I want so desperately to hold her and rock her and sing to her. To kiss her little head and nuzzle my nose in her neck. I miss her smell, her toes, her warmth. I miss her cry and how she still squeaked when she slept. I would give anything to change one more poopy diaper or be puked on one more time. I wish I had given her just one more bath or kissed her just one more time or held her for just one more minute. I miss my Sammy!
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I am praying that God will comfort you. I can not imagine the grief you are feeling. Please know that we are praying for you and your family.
Oh I am so so sorry. I have a 2 month old, who is having some medical problems, and it now seems so insignificant reading this. Hang in there. I am saying a prayer for you right now.
hang in there girl...love you :)
I'm so sorry Laura. We will continue to pray for your comfort and peace. Sending love your way!
Oh Laura, my heart breaks for you. I have to tell you though that you truly inspire me. Your faith and courage makes me want to make myself a better person and mom. Let me know whenever you need me, I will try to help anyway that I can. Love ya!
I'm so sorry you are having to feel this kind of pain. I am aching with you. Please call me if you need to talk. There is something about the connection between and mother and baby that is beyond words. You are an amazing person and you are a wonderful mother!
Oh Laura,
My heart aches for you and I can't even imagine how it feels! I wish I could be there for you. I hope time, prayers and faith will help ease your pain. I think about you so many times a day and you are ALWAYS in my prayers. I hope you can feel my love for you and your family.
Love,
Jodi
My heart aches for you. I will pray for you and your family.
so sad, I have no idea how hard this may be, but just reading that makes me cry.
We love you Laura. I am so sorry we are so far away because I would be there in an instant with taco dip to help bring some smiles. There isn't a moment that's passed since this last week that we haven't thought of you guys and of Sammy. Remember, we're only a phone call away if you need to talk.
HUGS, Laura!!!! Love you lady! Saying prayers everyday for you!
I don't know what to say. I do hope that Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ will comfort you. Prayers are being said for you and your family. Much love!
I'm glad I read this AFTER I talked to you or I would be an even bigger mess!! You are so strong! I'm amazed daily at how well you are doing. Right now, you are the wind beneath my wings. I love you baby girl!!
Laura my heart aches for you when I am up all night with Mylee I think of you and kiss her and hold her tight grateful that she is up and that I have her in my arms. You are such a strong wonderful mom. Take care.
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