Today is my angel baby's birthday.
I have written and erased several posts in the last 15 minutes. I can't decide how I feel.
A little angry.
A little sad.
A little peaceful.
A little happy?
A lot numb.
All appropriate, I think.
I still haven't decided if I want to celebrate in some way. Sometimes I think yes. Sometimes I think no. So far, today just feels very confusing.
11 comments:
Happy Birthday sweet Sammy girl! You've changed so many peoples lives for the better! Thank you for touching my life. You have an incredible family. They have amazing strength and are so Christlike. Be next to them. Help them through the hard days and through this life so you can be all be together again. I think of you all the time. Say hello to my Jaxen for me. I can't wait to meet you one day. xoxo
Laura, Thanks for your example! It's ok to not know how to feel, it is confusing. Be mad and feel peace all in one day. It's ok. Just get through the day and hang in there. She is such a blessing to so many. Thank you for sharing her with the world! I love you!
Happy birthday Sammy!
We love you guys.
Happy Birthday sweet little Sammy! You are such a loved girl!
Laura it's fine to feel all those ways! And personally I think you should celebrate, because I think years from now you might wish you did. But it does take time to heal, so understandable of course if you don't! Do what your other girls want to do. They just might want to celebrate or at least sing happy birthday.
Hugs!
Happy Birthday to your Sammy-Baby!
Sending love your way!
Wish you were here to give you a hug and cry with you, Laura. Surprisingly, the day has been easier than I thought it would be. For that I am grateful. I'll give you hugs when you get home.
Happy Birthday, our sweet angel Sammy! May you always be our magnet in Heaven!
We sure do miss and love that baby girl. We love you. I hope that you can let the peace take you through the day.
I am so grateful I had the opportunity to see you today.
happy birthday little Sammy....
Just say a prayer! (as I'm sure you have said many!!)
Happy Birthday to a very beautiful, sweet, little Angel.
I did send a text on Sunday, not sure if you got it or not. I didn't expect a response. I was thinking of you and your family all day. I love Carrie's comment, I know she knows better then most what to say and how to help you through. Take Care. Lots of Love.
my aunt and uncle lost a baby and every year on her birthday they have angel food cake. It is nothing big but it is something to help remember especially for their other children who came after.
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